A Love Letter To Yourself

I'm excited, are you? If you're READY to go for tomorrow, then this is what I'd like for you to do...

Sit down & write a letter to yourself. Make it a love letter. Tell yourself all of the wonderful things about yourself that make you who you are. Give thanks for the things you don't like, turning them into positives. Realize that these are the amazing things that make you who you are. Accept yourself for exactly who you are today & remember why it is that you are making this important investment in your health. Put this letter in a place where you are going to take it out from time to time. You're going to be reading it throughout the year. Here are some of the things that were in my love letter to myself when I decided to make this investment:
  • Your body is more beautiful now than it was before you had children. The scars you have on it are reminders that you have given birth to life.
  • It is okay to be insecure. It is because of your insecurities that you are sensitive to other people. They give you heart & soul.
  • It is alright to want someone to take care of you, but the one person that should take care of you is yourself.
  • Thank you, God, for my labored breathing & my acid reflux. It is because of these things that I am determined to change my life.
I'll see you tomorrow, on the beginning of a new decade & a new phase of your life. Good things are in store, and we'll do it all together.

2009 Christmas Photos

What an amazing Christmas! Here are some photos from our celebration.

Jet wrote a letter to Santa with the help of Grandma. He learned all about the milk & cookies, and couldn't wait to get up in the morning to see if Santa ate them.

Here's a picture of Jet & Auntie Malori on Christmas Day playing outside to get out the sillies. Jet adores his cool aunt.



Here are our sweet children on Christmas Eve. Kimber Elle hates getting her picture taken & covers up her face. Here was one special shot that Jason was able to get of her.




I was REALLY excited about these running shoes...Asics Gel from my sweet sister, Malori.






This encompasses one of the reasons why I love Jason.
Here he is doing the Zoolander with my Auntie Helen.





The Present To Ourselves This Christmas

I took a 5-year hiatus from being at my comfortable weight. As a former collegiate swimmer, I ate anything that I wanted during my youth. I could. I expended thousands of calories each week. Many of you can understand, many of you were athletes yourselves. It wasn't until I stopped swimming that I had to start watching what I ate. When I got pregnant with my son, I felt that it was a license to eat poorly. I gained 40-45 pounds during my pregnancy with Jet. After the 20-25 pounds or so of true baby weight (baby, fluids, placenta...), I still had about 20 pounds left to lose. Not good.



I exercised, but not religiously. Some weeks, I'd get it in a couple of times. Other weeks, I wouldn't get it in at all. I'd be faithful for months, then I'd stop. I wasn't diligent at all about my diet. It wasn't until I saw what I looked like in PICTURES that I yearned for my pre-baby body back. But yearning for my body to change back to what it once was wasn't enough for me. I didn't decide to get fit until I couldn't wake up without coffee, I couldn't get to sleep without a glass of wine, and my breathing was labored. Sound familar?


I feel that there is one gift we should all give ourselves - the gift of our health. Getting in shape is not easy. Eating right when there's temptation everywhere is difficult. A strong support network is imperative. However, when it all boils down, it is either a priority or it isn't. I realized that I was either going to get fit or be fat. I'd either get healthy, or be sick. There's only one person standing in the way of my health...me.
During the new year, I'll be blogging about nutrition & fitness. We can do it together if you're up for it. I'm not a guru, I hold no licenses. However, I've done & will continue to do a lot of research, and it really isn't rocket science. We'll eat clean together & sweat it off. We'll get more energy than we've had in years, we'll get our food addictions under control.

This Christmas, go out and buy yourself a great pair of athletic shoes & load up your iPod with songs that energize you. Take 4 pictures of yourself in different positions (mirrors don't work - you need the camera), and post them somewhere where they'll motivate you. Find a few role models, and print off a couple of pictures of them. Accept yourself for exactly who you are today, realizing that you don't need to change to feel better about yourself, you need to change to feel BETTER. Log onto the blog in 2010 & we'll do it together. We'll start on January 1. Give yourself the present only you can give.




These are my before pictures taken in 2008. They motivate me still today.




Two Beautiful Ladies & A Whole Lot Of Perspective



Last night, I couldn't sleep. I lay there worried about the future, thinking of everything I need to do to get squared away for the Spring term. I turned on the computer and looked at three of the blogs I follow: Megan Rencher, Kelly Errington, and Kendra & Ryan Webster.
I knew that Kendra Webster had a daughter in July named Mackenzie that was experiencing some medical complications. Then, yesterday on Facebook I read that the funeral services were beautiful. The last time I saw Kendra Webster, she was a beautiful newlywed that lit up the room every time she entered it. Kendra and I worked in the same building in Utah for American Express. I didn't know if she would be blogging about what she was going through. She was...and I hope that her words will help others in similar situations.

Kendra, I have no idea what it feels like to go through what you've been through. So many of us mothers don't know. I hope that in time you are able to find peace, be healed, and experience motherhood again if you choose. I cannot imagine the anger, the denial, the bargaining, the questioning, the aching. As such a young, sweet mother, you've had to live lifetimes in your four short months with Mackenzie. You've had to grow so much in your last three weeks and make decisions that most of us hope to live a lifetime and never experience.

Jay woke up to me sobbing while reading your blog. He wanted me to read it aloud to him, so I did. We started at the top, then went down to the day of your anniversary, November 16th, to retrace the progression of your last three weeks. Afterwards, we went and held our children in the middle of the night. Then, we held each other.

Kendra & Ryan Webster's blog: kendraandryanwebster.blogspot.com
Mackenzie Rye Webster, 7/18/2009 - 12/13/2009

Cloudcroft at Christmas Time

We got away for the day to spend time together as a family in Cloudcroft, NM. The Lodge is absolutely beautiful during the Christmas Season. Jet & Kimber Elle in front of the tree
In the majestic observation tower





Ruidoso Getaway

We recently got away to Ruidoso, NM for the weekend. We spent our time hiking, sleeping, and studying. It was a nice, relaxing vacation in a place where we both spent time as children.




Jet's School Program

Here is a picture from Jet's Fall School Program. It was absolutely adorable.